🤍To be honest, I must reveal that each time I have read this post, it feels within me as a stomach ache. I see the benefit of, and am always thankful for developing “new” relationships along the journey of our lives, as we connect in the deeper unfolding of our true selves. But shedding people simply because they no longer serve purpose for ME and I’ve outgrown their usefulness for MY needs seems shallow. I don’t do shallow and never have. I am still friends with those who chose to love me, weathering the seasons with trust in vulnerability, over the test of time since grade school!
🖤 Perhaps it was different for me. My immediate family life was turbulent and frightening. My father was a distant and terrifying Air Force officer, which required us relocating long distances in short periods of time. I attended 10 schools in 12 years. My two siblings were five & seven years older than me, disinterested in “the nuisance”. My Mother was my center of gravity, constantly navigating safety on a boat sailing on a tumultuous sea (sometimes literally).
From day one out of the womb, my intuition was wired for authenticity in relationship. Finding the inner voice of my true self, becoming my own best friend, was my safe place to hide in any situation. I often chose to be alone rather than be with inauthentic people. And there was a bond which developed through the vulnerability of trust invested in one another in these relationships which became treasures in my world. 💝
Loyalty to those who have trusted me, and in whom I have vulnerably placed my trust, those who have believed and invested in me and my shadow through both darkness and light of days is paramount to me! I see them as jewels and signposts of truth, which have lit 🔥 the way to my own vision of myself. And the gift of their presence of light in my life I will carry as a torch, with gratefulness, for Love unto my dying days.💖
Still faithfully waiting for my soulpod. People with ‘ less ego, more essence, true to path’ Pray that we will meet each other on the bridge. Thanks Jeff for everything 💗
🤍To be honest, I must reveal that each time I have read this post, it feels within me as a stomach ache. I see the benefit of, and am always thankful for developing “new” relationships along the journey of our lives, as we connect in the deeper unfolding of our true selves. But shedding people simply because they no longer serve purpose for ME and I’ve outgrown their usefulness for MY needs seems shallow. I don’t do shallow and never have. I am still friends with those who chose to love me, weathering the seasons with trust in vulnerability, over the test of time since grade school!
🖤 Perhaps it was different for me. My immediate family life was turbulent and frightening. My father was a distant and terrifying Air Force officer, which required us relocating long distances in short periods of time. I attended 10 schools in 12 years. My two siblings were five & seven years older than me, disinterested in “the nuisance”. My Mother was my center of gravity, constantly navigating safety on a boat sailing on a tumultuous sea (sometimes literally).
From day one out of the womb, my intuition was wired for authenticity in relationship. Finding the inner voice of my true self, becoming my own best friend, was my safe place to hide in any situation. I often chose to be alone rather than be with inauthentic people. And there was a bond which developed through the vulnerability of trust invested in one another in these relationships which became treasures in my world. 💝
Loyalty to those who have trusted me, and in whom I have vulnerably placed my trust, those who have believed and invested in me and my shadow through both darkness and light of days is paramount to me! I see them as jewels and signposts of truth, which have lit 🔥 the way to my own vision of myself. And the gift of their presence of light in my life I will carry as a torch, with gratefulness, for Love unto my dying days.💖
Still faithfully waiting for my soulpod. People with ‘ less ego, more essence, true to path’ Pray that we will meet each other on the bridge. Thanks Jeff for everything 💗