Dreaming into Reality
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Dear Reader: In my persistent efforts to make sense of the events that I detailed In Trudeau's Kitchen, I am finding that my dreams are providing directionality far more than my waking mind. The conscious mind is still resistant to facing certain facts, but the dreamscape bravely inches closer.
On a variety of levels, my dreams are pulling me back to the ‘Adverse reaction to Prescriptions’ that I wrote about in chapters 20 and 21. Something that anybody who has had a reaction to medications will relate to, and yet there is something more here to look it. Something objectively nefarious. In terms of seeking a proper investigation, I can’t turn to Hamilton Police because they are likely complicit in some of those events. So, I will have to find another Ontario police force to consider investigating it, and submit the US portion to my FBI contact now.
Largely because I found it emotionally unbearable to consider the possibility that those I loved were complicit, I tended to look on the bright side. The most I could handle was that they became compromised with a good intention (i.e. help us to make him crazy, so his story won’t be credible and he won’t walk in the dangerous direction of telling it), but I am no longer sure its that simple. I am also aware that in the demented PSYOP world they have a tendency to ‘silo’ information, so they may be telling people connected to me one thing about the game (i.e. his ideation was merely an attempt to get attention), but actually ensuring something far worse. In fact, I acted upon the ideation in the drugged state I was in, and had challenges with breathing into one area of my lungs for a period of time thereafter. If I had not stopped myself just in time, I wouldn’t be here.
There are too many pieces of evidence to share here. They are better engaged investigatively, and brought into civil court (i.e. the tort of intentional infliction of emotional distress [IIED]).
Along these lines, I had another dream the other night that got into some of the nooks and crannies of my concerns. Both with respect to the drug trip, and also the subsequent events around my trip to Jerusalem (chapter 28). I get that dreams are usually symbolic, but that doesn’t mean that they aren’t informative. An invitation to explore things differently. It’s clear that my inner world is not at peace with things that happened.
In the dream, a character somewhat similar to the one Hal Holbrook (DT) played in ‘All the President’s Men’ began to share information. Not in a parking garage, but on a kind of outdoor stage. I sat on the ground and interacted with him. Some excerpts follow:
DT: You have questions.
J: Where is my cat Lacy? My wife took her that day when I came back from Jerusalem in 2025. She later said she gave Lacy to another blonde woman that looked like her.
DT: Perhaps she still has her?
J: So, they are in Indiana together then?
DT: Let’s leave that question for now.
J: Why did the police storm up to her car before I left, when we were in her car and I was expressing my frustration? It’s like they were protecting a dignitary’s wife from an imagined issue. They were there in a heartbeat. Just because she was helping them?
DT: No, not just because. There is much more going on here than meets the eye.
J: The night Susan left her daughter told me something to imply that the daughter personally knew a certain political figure. Something about how he does a certain funny thing, and how it took her Dad five years to get over her mom. That whole night was strange. Why did she say those things?
DT: To ignite a very particular response. Again, what you walked into is stranger than you know.
J: I sense that. Was I drugged in September 2023, or were all of those strange physical and psychological symptoms from prescriptions?
DT: Some from drugs, some from other techniques. They knew what your story could do to their political plans. They really need to destroy you one way or the other. You are being rused in a variety of directions.
J: They’ve been at it for a long time.
DT: The more credible you and your story, the more efforts made to portray you as mad or bad. And there is something else compelling them. Something they are trying to hide from the public. They are walking a very fine line. They prefer to finish you off with their prized majority government. Makes it safer to come at you then with all they’ve concocted. And then the hidden relationships can be revealed, but in a staged manner, so that nobody knows they existed long before.
J: Or when they are seeking to get a majority. Prob depends how they spin it. The spin seems to be the key to the whole game.
DT: They need symbols of all kinds of things, to distract the electorate from how sick they are. Usually, they’ll call you exactly what they are. It’s an ocean of projection. In this situation, it’s a very dark ocean. It’s understandable that you are confused by what has happened. That’s by design. They used a classic methodology to turn someone against you on a quest for information, but you almost died from the game. None of this is legal. This goes far beyond textbook surveillance and monitoring.
J: Did people close to me know I was being drugged in 2023?
DT: Some did, yes.
J: What would motivate them?
DT: They all get told a separate story to justify their involvement. Some don’t care about the story. They felt rejected by you so they kick away.
J: Why was I left alone when I was sick? Susan said her daughter was suicidal. Was she? And why was her bag so heavy for such a short trip? She’d been filling it methodically for weeks. What was the purpose?
DT: Hmmm…
The journey continues...
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